Asking Jesus...
Sunday, 11 January 2009 . 00:25
Hey...I wrote this during prayer time... and I dunno, i wanted to post it here. I dont know how it came out to be so powerful and negative, but maybe one of you readers identifies with it... I'll therefore leave it up to you...
There are situations in life, experiences, which aren't all that easy to overcome. they come, pass us by, and disappear for a while... but somehow new, familiar situations crop up, and bring up past emotions once again, even after they've been burried for a long time, its almost as though they come to life.. again.
It's hard to explain, almost like our emotions, hurts and pains go to sleep, but never forever. With the slightest graze or burn, there are our past wounds bleeding again, an internal hemorrhage of stabbings and heartbreaks.
I wonder Lord, while journeying through your homelands, did you ever miss home? Did you ever miss your parents? Ever suffered the guilt and rage of an argument? What about the grief for the loss of a parent? Ever hated yourself or felt unpure? Do these crusted scabs and stitched up cuts ever heal? Or will I keep getting stabbed endlessly in my open wounds, deeper, deeper and deeper?
God is Love... and I believe He laughs when we laugh, cries when we cry and hurts when we hurt. He understands us fully, and walks with us EVERY STEP OF THE WAY! He doesn't just show us the way, or simply gives us a map to journey on our own, but He walks by our side on the sunny bright days, and carries us through our stormiest nights... God.. Is... Love! 1 comments